Surrendering Your Struggle

“I lift up my eyes to the mountains—where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.”—Psalm 121:1-2

Confusion is a tool the enemy uses to distract us. It happens when we try to figure things out on our own, rather than trusting God with the situation. God will give you peace or an unsettling in your heart. The latter is usually an indication that He is leading you in another direction.

I shared a few weeks ago how God has put a possible writing project in my pathway. God wants me to live in the here and now. He desires for me to do something new in my life. This is why this opportunity was brought to my attention. I have no doubt that God is going to clear the path, open my mind and reveal to me what direction to go on this new venture. God gave me peace, but I was questioning it because the creative juices weren’t flowing.

As I was listening to Lauren Daigle’s,, I Will Trust in You, a verse that resonated with me was, I confess my hands are weary, I need Your rest. I felt like God was telling me that it was okay to take a break from my writing. Satan wants me to put it on the back burner and keep it there. I was really excited about the direction it was going but after talking with my agent, realized I was going to have to rework it. This is where the enemy wants me to stop pursuing it. He wants me to be discouraged. I know God isn’t closing a door…at least not right now. He is telling me it is okay to be weary and take a break from it.

As I rely on God and communicate with Him throughout my day, I have faith He will put words and ideas in my head on what to write. The devil is trying to side-track me to doubt what God is calling me to do. Rather than trust God in the process, he wants me to question what I am doing. 

God’s Word tells me in Psalm 37:5, Commit everything you do to the LORD. Trust him, and he will help you.—(NLT). When I let Him lead me, I can trust that He will help me along the way. Living out Psalm 37:5 will bring victory over my mental block. When we put our efforts into His hands, we can trust the outcome.

God has blessings waiting for us, it is up to us whether or not we are going to receive them. When God has clearly opened a door for us, Satan wants us to question it and not take that leap of faith. How can you be faithful with your God given gifts? When God gives a passion for something, he doesn’t want us to sit around and not do anything with it. 

Where is God calling you? Are you letting fear, anxiety or doubt be a stumbling block for you? God is with you. He loves you. He wants what is best for you. Will you step outside of your comfort zone and let Him use you this week?

Dear Lord, 

Thank You for Your Word in Psalm 121. I praise You that when I lift my eyes to You, You will give me the needed wisdom and discernment. Align my heart with Yours. Help me to press on as You reveal Yourself to me. I know You have a plan for me and my job is to trust You in the midst of the unknowns. Help me surrender my struggles to You because You know what is best for me. Reveal to me what I need to do and how to do it. Help me find rest in You. I thank You that You can handle any situation or circumstance that I may be facing right now. It is in the name of Jesus that I pray these things. Amen.

August Memory Verse

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.— Proverbs 3:5-6 (ESV) We are living in a time when things don’t make sense. Now more than ever I need to be trusting God and seeking Him for direction in everything I do.

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You Can't Live in Fear

“So, letting your sinful nature control your mind leads to death. But letting the Spirit control your mind leads to life and peace.”—Romans 8:6 (NLT)

I couldn’t give you a percentage, but I can tell you that most of the things I have worried about, don’t happen. Thinking about worst case scenarios and the “what-ifs” just raises my blood pressure and I don’t want to end up on medication for it.

When I fret over something, I am choosing to live in the flesh not the spirit. I become enslaved to worry when my mind is on the world. When I am filled with the spirit of God my mind turns to trust and I am able to do His work. I can’t be living and loving like Jesus if I am living in a state of panic.

I have been transparent and shared what happens to me the I don’t go to God first with my concerns. I slip back into negative thinking and let it control my thoughts and actions. When I listen to the enemies lies rather than focus on the truth of God’s Word, it steals my peace. 

With all that is going on with the unrest in our country today, if I believed everything I read or heard, I would be an anxious mess. One of my nephew’s got married this past weekend. Because of COVID, many people cancelled. I am sure it wasn’t the dream wedding that they had envisioned but they made the best of it. The church required everyone to wear a mask and had us sit in every other pew. Looking back at wedding photos from the church will be a reminder of these times. 

One thing that resonated with many of us was that the priest said to them, “you chose love over fear.” This was the first wedding he had done since March. My father had a saying, You can’t live in fear. While my father is no longer with us, we all remembered him fondly at the reception, knowing that his advice would have been to not let fear rule their decision on getting married. 

My husband hasn’t stopped going to work. Because we don’t have underlying health issues or considered a high risk, we still go to the grocery store once a week and Costco a couple of times a month. When the restaurants and gyms reopened, we were there. For me, going to a wedding wasn’t much different than being in these public places where I am probably exposed to more people.

However, with that being said, when my daughter had to cancel because where she is working would require her to self-quarantine for 14 days if she attended, I started to question whether we should go or not. Up until this point, I had peace about it, but the enemy knows how he can sneak into my head and try and steal my joy. He will do whatever he can to weave anxious thoughts through my mind to cancel out any calm or contentment that I may have.

Worry is a deep-rooted habit that is a daily struggle for me to break free from. Because I am human, there are times when I can let it get a stronghold, but not this time. We all have the fabric of Jesus woven into each and every one of us and that is good news! Every one of us has access to the power of the Holy Spirit within us to cancel out the noise of the enemy. 

To keep myself from dwelling on it, I spent that day sewing with a friend. They next morning during my quiet time, I had this overwhelming sense of peace. While I was sitting in my chair getting ready to do my daily Bible reading, a red cardinal landed right outside my window and a few minutes later, the female had twigs in her mouth on our patio. 

I hadn’t seen the cardinals in our backyard like this since June 15/16th when I was needing comfort and here they were again, to calm my anxious thoughts. No, I don’t want to get sick, but I am not going to live in fear of getting a virus with a 97-99.75% recovery rate and again, I don’t have other health issues.

I want to live a life like my father. Despite his heart disease and artificial valve, he didn’t let that stop him from traveling and living life. He knew his time on earth was limited and he didn’t let that stop him from making the most of every day that God had given him.

Dear Lord,

In the midst of anxiety, I am thankful that Your spirit within me will give me the strength to remove negative thoughts as they enter my mind. Thank You that You alone can settle my anxious soul. I lift up those who are struggling with fear. I ask for You to fill them with peace. Thank You for being a God that brings peace and hope. Help me to share that with others this week. It is in the name of Jesus that I pray these things. Amen. 

 July Memory Verse

Will you join this month in memorizing Jeremiah 29:13 as a daily reminder of how we should be seeking God with our whole heart. When we do, we will always find Him.

“If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.”—Jeremiah 29:13 (NLT)

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