“When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your comfort delights my soul.”—Psalm 94:19(NASB)
Do I worry more than I trust God? If so, then my God isn’t very big. If I were to write down my list of worries, what do they center around? Mostly, my family, health and the future.
In fact, my current worry is with my husband’s upcoming September retirement. It is going to be here before I know it. Since he is 8 years older than me, I have another 5 years before Medicare kicks in for me. We also want to downsize our home/yard.
Most of the time, I am at peace about all this. However, I am human. If I dwell on all those things, I get stressed. I don’t need to know the future.
When you think about it; not knowing what will happen beyond this day really is a gift. I know God has a plan and He knows exactly where we will move when the time is right. He already knows the exact house and location where we will reside for retirement. It could be maybe we stay put for a while too.
Worrying about the future only dims my awareness of God’s presence. It keeps me from living in the present moment. I need to get into the habit of saying, I trust You Lord if those worrisome thoughts creep into my head.
Or better yet, do what I wrote about last week. Pray Scripture. Lord, Your Word tells me in Isaiah 26:3; when I trust in You and keep my thoughts fixed on You, You will keep me in perfect peace.
It is okay for me to have these feelings. It is when I let them consume me that I lose focus. It is one of my biggest struggles. I think one of the reasons God doesn’t remove this trait is because when I wander in those moments, I am reminded that I can’t do it on my own. It is what humbles me and brings me to my knees.
Rather than worry about what is in front of me, I need to be focusing on who is beside me. Remembering God’s past faithfulness is what helps me trust God with my future. He knows what it holds.
I am trusting God not knowing what lies ahead for us. I know He is working in the background preparing the way for us. I can change my destiny when I trust in Jesus. You can too.
Father God,
Forgive me when I let worry take hold of my mind. I know our future is in Your hands with the unknowns of what lies ahead. Shine Your peace into my troubled heart. Thank You for giving us one day at a time. I don’t need to know what tomorrow holds because You do. You have a plan. You are faithful to Your promises. No matter what happens in life, You are with me and won’t ever leave my side. Trusting You gives me peace instead of worry. I lift those up to You who are fearful of what tomorrow may bring. May they feel Your presence to calm their fears. I pray these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
July Verse
“Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”—2 Corinthians 3:17
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